Sometimes I can not figure out the "why of it", the way my mind works to do my art and why I do different experimental processes. It isn't very clear sometimes what inspires me to create a piece. And that is ok so long as I am doing art.
I started thinking I should probably know why, most artists know why they do their art. For me I never really thought about it. I am a bit shy and explaining why is difficult even when I have an answer.
The past few years I have felt an urgency to do more art. Maybe it is because I am aging or the feeling of stress in general. I can't be sure. Now I have so many art pieces I don't even know what to do with them. But I can't seem to stop doing the art.
So the question of "why" is still relevant to me. I hope I can figure it out.